hey everyone as for me nothin just here trying to figure out what im gonna do...but read this poem i had wrote it going to the love of my life....tell me what you think i should do..let her go or wait for her?
The Hurt of Letting Go, but the Promise of a Friend
I know I am in love with her, I have not a single doubt. It is not how long I want to be with her, it is how long I cannot be without. I think she knows that I love her so, and I also think she is scared; she has dealt with lies and bitter suffering, and to finally have a love so real, she just wasn't prepared. She has given me reasons to believe, that I have many reasons to live. The only thing that I want in this world, is to give her all the happiness I can give. So many things that overwhelm her, and I cannot seem to help; I have tried to encourage her that things will be fine, but I am still stuck by myself. I am not mad or angry at her, I am just upset that she is not in my arms; I wanted to be the exception for her, to make her smile and laugh, and feel loved, and protect her from any harm. She means every bit of the world to me, from the oceans to each continent; at least God himself knows that I adore her, a blessed angel that was heaven sent. Nothing in this world can change my feelings for her, they are engraved deeply in my heart; and from now until the end I will love and cherish her, and care for her like I have from the start. One day I know she will realize, exactly how I feel, but I am hoping that she will wake up, and see that this love is real; not for my benefit alone, but for hers to have and hold, and hopefully fall in love with me again someday, and have faith, and be strong and bold. I say this to the world and to who ever may read, I love her with all of my heart, and I would give everything I have from now until death to have her back in my life; I never thought that we would separate, I never thought we'd be apart, but I will wish and pray for the day she returns, and takes away my suffering and pain. Although my heart is hurting, I want to see her smile, because if all of this makes her life easier and happy, then I'd have to say it is all worth while. So in conclusion , no matter what happens from here on out, I am here for her until the end; whether she comes back to me to be her lover, or just simply needs a friend. -----
